Dear diary, I can't wait to see your face again...
Tonight I will remember you. A rock in the road,
If I can see your bad intentions, I'll sing it loud for every self-loathing fool.
Darling, you got tired and nine months later you were gone.
With every waking day, I felt smaller.
Another day you caught me shaking alone, is it my fault that I'm feeling cold?
It's the dreams that I chase that keep me awake, what if I'm holding on to nothing?
Another phone call, I've got nothing to say cause like my family, no one's listening.
(Just how you made me feel those nights you felt alive...)
Remember where we left off I can't think straight.
Remember where we left off I can't stomach this.
I want to know how it feels again to be on the other side...
Happy endings are so overrated...
It's the rainy days where I can't stand, my thoughts ruin me.
They always come back, it always comes back to me.
"It'll be alright, just give it time." I keep telling myself.
But too many times, I'd rather run away.
But too many times, I'd rather be dead.
Too many times, but I still believe in me.
Nine months later, you were gone.
released July 29, 2013
Adam Cichocki at Timber studios
Mastered by Brad Boatright of Audiosiege Engineering
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